The Holidays

The trip home

Well, how was the holidays? It started real bad.. I only went through a hell of trouble just to be able to get to my hometown. so after a few thousand bucks spent and a few hours of waiting at an airport. I finally got home. Wow a new airport. nice, a conveyor belt, a shoot, plants inside the building, the works. congratulations iloilo. welcome to the 21st century.


My one week stay

I basically did what any homecoming bachelor would do when coming back to their hometown. hang out (divided between friends and family) and sleep.

The fight

In my life, I have never tried to physically stop a fight. I would always think that someone would do it anyway and I'd rather not get hit. But this time I had to since it was only the 3 of us. The two people fighting and me. damn, I did'nt know what to do. I can't just sit and watch these people kill each other. and just as I predicted, I did get hit. well, just charge it to experience.

The girl

My friend set me up with this girl. So how would I describe her? She's almost what any guy would want for a girlfriend (hehe). so what's the deal?.... uhm did'nt even make a move on her. hahahaha. stupid me?. yes. Well.. First If I was trying to find a girlfriend, I'd rather have one here in manila. long distance rel. sucks. what's the point of having a relationship when you don't see each other. Second.. Im not cool enough to have a one week fling, could'nt do it even if I wanted to. (those things take skills you know). hehehe. okay okay. I sucked. cut me some slack.

The taste

Sometimes I think I just have the weirdest taste in women.......

small talk

Sometimes I just don't get it with people. I feel like I've been left out with my socializing skills and I need a seminar. What's up with all these jokes? faking laughs is a bit tiring. Okay.. I'll do it for some of those single liners but..... hey, maybe Im just stupid.. since Im the only one not laughing here. Thank god for the beer. alcohol really takes out some of the stupidity in talk.

world became darker

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P.I.T.

Its dark in here. Im swimming in neck deep black sticky tar. can barely move. this fluid seems to pull me in everytime I try to get out. It seems alive. waiting for me to lose my strength before devouring me whole and pull me into its abyssmal depths..... I face my head north and see a tiny speck of light. the only thing I need before giving up all hope. a direction... a guide... like a map given to a lost traveler, more precious than water. this speck is so little like a dust. but so visible in the pitch black darkness. so I swim slowly, conserving my little left strength. still this light seems so far on the horizon. but I'll keep swimming, until I reach the light...........

Post sickness state

This week is finally over. and some things ended with it. one is the flu.

Have you ever felt that you are being a prick sometimes? last friday I did. I felt like I was in my own world. Everything sucked.. nothing is funny and every joke I heard was so damn corny. I felt like everything people was talking about were nonsense and a total waste of time. I felt like this all day and thankfully I didn't let anyone know what I thought. I just worked and avoided as much contact with people as possible.

what is it like to be a heretic

If you're 555 then Im 66 sick. (slipknot song)... this just came to my mind cause im sick right now. Took a half day leave today. Could'nt sleep last night coz my head really ached. This usually happens coz flu triggers my sinusitis. might as well relax myself by watching korean movies hehehe. yep. that's my thing right now. tragic, mushy, tearjerking korean movies where someone always dies in the end. Ill recommend some top picks.. first, Il mare, everyone has probably seen this. its remade with sandra bullock starring. second, Bunjee jumping off their own, yes, that is the title, you must watch this, its like gay stuff but not actually..my last recommendation is lover's concerto. the story is probably the most unlikely to happen in real life, its ridiculously tragic. but the characters are very interesting. adding to the effect is the fact that the cute actress starring in it has actually died from suicide.